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[09 Jul 2004|12:53am] |
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i dont know, trust is a 5 letter word that comes hard for me. i dont know how to trust anymore really, its too hard and too complicated. so for me, just pretending to trust works perfectly fine. unless its someone i want to trust soooooo badly, but i just cant. because my trust has been broken by them before. man, i just want to move away from here. things would be much easier. id get to start all over, and maybe i could find someone its not so hard to trust. my moms always saying how she wants to move, and im the one whos always stopping her, so maybe i should just say, "Yeah, sure. Why not?"... because right now. i feel like moving just to get away from everything that i do not want to deal with. i dont know, but i think that by the end of the summer, im going to be a different person. i need to make a hell of a change and i need to do a lot, of.. letting go; growing up; and having confidence because if i dont aspire to be those things.... im going to break. <333
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[08 Jul 2004|12:30am] |
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i need a boy!!!
well, i need a boy very desperately. tomorrows a day when im going to get my will power back, so i dont stay a fat munchkin the rest of my life. im so tired of everyone talkin about my fat cheeks, SHUT UP! it isnt cute when you 15 years old, and have chipmunk cheeks. makes me sickly. well, yeah. so tomorrow, things are changing and im not going to be such a lazy bum anymore!! im starting an intense diet and exercise that im going to follow and do everyday. i will record any and every pound lost. well, so far this summer i have lost 12 pounds. tomorrow i will weigh myself and tell you if i gained any or loast any. ugh* <33333
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[08 Jul 2004|12:08am] |
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What Would You do if...
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I did something that you could never forgive me for:
What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Body:
Friends:
Decisions:
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:
*Please do this* copy and paste it into a comment, and fill it in. THANX!!
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[07 Jul 2004|11:59pm] |
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god, im so friggen happy that john edwards is john kerrys running mate. why so? because maybe kerry will win now, since edwards is such a people person ya know? he has like.. sumthin about him that draws people to him... i dont know what it is, hes just a well rounded guy. i wish he were going to be the president. lol, sike but hey at least he will be vie president if kerry wins, which hopefully he will so we dont all end up dead from the talies trying to get revenge on us.. man o man!
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[07 Jul 2004|05:23pm] |
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FULL NAME: Melanie Nicole Bohle
AGE: 15
BIRTHDAY: June 15, 1989
PEOPLE IN UR FAMILY: i dont have a family... *psh
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH THEM: define, "get along"
SCHOOL: Chopticon ( Home of the Braves ) "Pride Inside"
PRIVATE/PUBLIC: public
GRADE: 10th
BEST GIRL FRIENDS: stine, danielleh., jc, tasha
BEST GUY FRIENDS: kelly, josh, justin
WHY ARE YOU SUCH GOOD FRIENDS, AND HOW DID YOU GET TO BE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS: too much to say on that one
COULD YOU TELL THEM ANYTHING: i suppose
WHY/NOT: i said i suppose
DO YOU TRUST THEM: most of them;
OUT OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WHO IS THE:
SHORTEST: justin, tasha
TALLEST: stine, ivan(but i hate him)
FUNNYEST: me! sike, stine & kellys.
SWEETEST: caitlin & kayla
TRUSTED: no comment
TRUSTING: no comment
ADVISER: i unno, brittany i suppose
ADVISEE: i dont give advice, i dictate... lol
MOST PERFECT: God
MOST INSECURE: me
SMARTEST: danielleb.
DUMBEST/BLONDEST: me, stine, kellys., kellyd., and jc!
HONEST: i unno, not stine.. she lies a lot.. i guess every1 but her.. HAHA!
OUT OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WHO HAS THE:
COOLEST CAR: uhh, tasha! even tho it lacks AC now, "just drive faster and let the wind cool us down!!"
BEST HOUSE: stine, its like an adventure everytime!
SHORTEST TEMPER: none of them, thats me. well kelly, he gets mad at me a lot!
MOST TALENT: all my friends have awesome skill.. but id say stine and steff-steffany.. great singers
FUNNYEST TRACK RECORD: i guess me, im the funniest... oh and jc! haha she cracks me up!
WEIRDEST TASTE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: steff-steffany... shes deffinately got "different" taste!
CRUSH/BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: yes, no, deffinately not! [respectively]
IS THERE A SONG THAT REMINDS YOU OF THEM: yesah!, but you didnt ask which one!!
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR EX BF/GF: i suppose, but i hate him!; on the inside... secretly... damnit i love him!
FAVOURITE:
COLOR: pink green orange
SONG: letters to you; finch
BAND/SINGER: too many, but finch is on top at this point
TEDDY BEAR: uhh, i have a lot of stuffed animals.. lol
ACTOR: i dont really have a fave actor.. but the hottest is.. Johnny Depp, and Jake Gyllenhall
ACTRESS: i dont have a favortie actress
FOOD: skittles & sour patch watermelons!
NON-ALCHOHOLIC BEVERAGE: mountain dew
ALCHOHOLIC BEVERAGE: Smirnoff Twisted Strawberry
MOVIE: 10 things i hate about you
TV SHOW: real world!!. never will it get old. & the ashlee simpson show
TEACHER: mrs. carney, i miss her ; mr eichenmuller, he rocked!!!
SUBJECT: i hate school
DAY OF THE WEEK: friday, saturday, sunday! everyday of summer
HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL: half full, i like being on the bright side!
PRINGLES OR BAG OF CHIPS: bag of chips
SAME OR OPPOSITE SEX FRIENDS: both
LOVE OR LIKE: like, its much more fun & much less dramatic. even tho i live 4 drama!
SICK OR DEPRESSED: sick
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[07 Jul 2004|04:59pm] |
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man, i feel really bad for mary-kate olsen. she was put into a rehabilitation clinic for drugs, and i feel super bad for her. she was doing cocaine so that she could get skinny. w-t-f? she was already skinny as hell. oh well, point is she got hooked on the cocaine and couldnt stop. and her sister was worried for her, and told on her. well, im glad ashley told, even though i dont even like the olsen twins, i dont want mary-kate to die because she friggen wants to get skinnier from drugs. oh well, i hope she gets better. well, i mean she doesnt really look unhealthy. but look, shes paler than her sister, her arms are a bit skinnier, but her face is really skinnier, and her eyes are like sunken in so they stick out more... man... i feel bad.
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[07 Jul 2004|12:29am] |
i just want to cry.
i think i may honestly be depressed again. yes i sayd again!
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[05 Jul 2004|07:42pm] |
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okay, well. im home from a long weekend with the lovely Christine Elizabeth. well, i went to a pool party with her and her family. well, minus her dad. the party was mega fun! whoo hoo!! well, when we were driving up there it was like pouring the whole time, so me and stine were saying.. no we arent going to swim, blah blah blah. so, we were watching anger management and it was sooo funny. lord, i havent seen the begining, and eric hasnt seen the end so it was the "melanie and eric figure out what the hell the movie was really about", movie hour. yes, it was great. hmm* well, then we got there and we all went inside. i came in and did the opa HOWDIE! it was great fun. lol, well then we all sat around and such, and we went outside and sat on the swing... well then eric flipped it over on me, and i got soaked all over. and then i was all complaining about how now i dont even need to get in the pool because im already soaked! it was so bad, i was kinda mad at eric, but u just cant be mad at that funny boy for too long. yesah! well, then we were all waiting for greg to get there so we could have a little funw ith him. see, greg is like mentally chalenged and he tells the funniest stories. its crazy how funny this guy is. well, anywho, he got there and we were up in nicks room playing, and then woah.. he like all of a sudden fell in love with me. last time he had been in love with christine and then all of a sudden he fell in love with me. i was like WOAH!! so then all of us decided to go swimming! well, greg cant swim so he didnt. well, no1 wanted to get in so i said.. ill put my toe in, so i put my toe kinda in and eric came over and pushed me in. i wanted to punch him, but oh well, it was fine. oh well, anyways, then we all played marco polo, and christines a big cheater... CHEATER STINE!! lordy lordy.. lol oh well it got boring so we just decided to do other pool things. well then all the little ones got in the pool, and it was great because kenny, athena, blue, and nick got into the pool. athena kept jumping in and i like her because she said i was the prettiest girl in the pool. haha! and then blue said that he didnt know if i was pretty, and then kenny said he didnt know in his cute voice, but he said i dont know about everyone except rachel he said she was ugly. well, then we all just swam around, and then greg came over in his swim trunks and sat by me in the pool. and he wouldnt of had room since eirc was sitting by me and christine and athena the jumper on the other side. well, then eric said.. "here greg, take my spot". man, i wanted to kill eric. all christine did was laugh i thought i was about to die. well then.... greg was all talking to me, and asking me weird stuff, so i was like.. hmm* i might get out soon. so he got up and left... i didnt care.. not one bit. well, then friggen eric was sitting there in the pool laughing saying.." when he got out he was hard "... so i jumped over to eric and dunked him... ugh, i could of killed him right then. hmm* well, then me and christine got out of the pool and we just went inside and put on our regular clothes. we didnt go swimming for the rest of the day. well, then we planned to go on a walk, and eric wanted to go too. so we said, ok eric you can go but just you, because that will be fun. well, then we went to get a snack before we went walking, and eric opened his big mouth up and told greg we were going for a walk, and then greg was like.. oh can i go too. so we couldnt say no. i mean, thats mean!! so, he came along for the walk.. well the whole time eric was aking him all thses gay questions, like whos hotter me or christine. and such like.. would u kiss melanie, and blah, blah, blah!!omfg, so the whole time he kept coming up and putting his arm around me, and i was like AHHH! so me and christine ditched eric and greg. and i knew eric was just telling him more lies... well, then LORD greg came up to me on the bench and friggen put his arm around me, and i was like AHHHHH!! lol, so then i was all saying that i like eric, and i really am in love with eric, and it was so funny. lordy, well then we went back to the house and the whole time eric and laura were trying to help me stay away from greg. AHHH! i thought i was going to die if he didnt stop following me! oh well, then well.. i dont member much of what else happened that day. but i member me and christine started taking funny pictures of eric being a mermaid in the pool, and it was great. and stine acted like a go-go dancer. and member kenny saying he was going to hit eric in his penis. and i quote.. "i;m going to hit you in your penis". it was great. lol, well... all i know is it was a lot of fun, and well... yeah... oh yeah and today when i was at there house... it was even more fun, we were watching videos from www.amishdonkey.com they have some funny videos there. hmm* well, i think thats about all... yesah... i think it is.... oh yeah.. hahaha stine put a peanut in erics hair, and that was like the highlight of the day. haha bcuz eric didnt find it until like 4 hours later, and then he claimed he knew it was in there the whole time.. psh* what a liar. okay.. well.. thats all for now.. im having a brain fart... W-T-F mate! <3<3
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[03 Jul 2004|11:23pm] |
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man, ok. i think im just in a blue kinda mood. well, tomorrow im going to a pool party with stine. this should be fun on account of its at the same place where me and stine became friends last year. and this is very special, because many great things happened. like; bitch slapping, BOB THE COWBOY!, mike calling, Dakota bleeding, drowning, eating my corn... well choking on it, that girl... being all mean to her momma. LORDY! we had some very good times... "hey look at that deer"... "christine thats a dirt pile"..."oh it looked like a deer", "LOOK AT THAT FROG", "christine thats a dirt clod", "oh it looked like a frog".... hmm* good times.. great times.. member your opa walking in all funny... man.. hes a great guy. well, this pool party should also be great since, im going with the lovely, Christine Elizabeth. hmm* shes great!! also, this time around erics going, so it should be even greater!! hmm* i mean, with eric and greg... they should... like.. get married. hmm* well, all i know is .. imma get up early so i can get all ready and such, and then im going to go to the party with stine, and then since it will be late, im spending the night with stine, and then the next day they are taking me home! wow, lifes wonderful. lol. so i wont be on to write for about 1 day. yes, i know.. my lj will miss me, (because im hawt) but... itll be ok, ill update as soon as its humanly possible... FARWELL LJ!!! lol... oh yeah, i wont see britt and joey for 1 whole day! WHAT WILL I DO?? o lordy. hmm* mikes either coming down monday or tuesday, but i dont know if hes staying. i hope he doesnt.. i dont even want to fall for that boy again.. i hate boys.. but man, i need one.. soooo bbaaaaddddd!! <333
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[02 Jul 2004|11:22pm] |
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im deffinately starting to think that i may have something wrong with me,,,,,, *sigh*... just dont want to say what it is on here... bcuz its really sumthin bad, and i just cant say because i dont want people to think less of me! hmmm* well,.............. we'll see how this all works out, and i can decide if what im thinking is true! <3
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[02 Jul 2004|12:11pm] |
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i know i may regret writing this later, but i was just reading this random girls profile, and it said that marlon brando died. ive heard the name before, like it sounds so familiar its crazy, but i have no idea who in God's name Marlon Brando is.. so if anyone would like to help me out, and comment. then thatd be great.
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haha, here are some pictures from yesturday of; britt, joey, and me.. being gangsta! wow, this is turning into one gangsta ass summer!! lol...
wow, look Joey.. the little gansta boy!!... joey i have to admit, your too cool for school!
man, britt... look shes pimpin` it out!!! dayum! haha, no britt, your pimp!
woah, pimpette on the loose!! yesah, ill say it... im friggen PIMP! haha, im the cool one!
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[02 Jul 2004|10:44am] |
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yeah, i know i just did that meme thing, and i got well... whoever the hell that guy is. well i have no clue who he is, but man... am i glad hes my future husband! along with ethan hawke. because meme's are strictly truth!! yesah... and thats all!
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well, today was a pretty fun day. i hung out with joey and brittany all day mostly. and i did hang out with danielle a bit. but we got kinda seperated by the end of the day. yesah we did. well, first it was me, danielle, and joey, and we went up to the boxes and we hung out for a bit. it was quite chill. then all the as brittany says.. "SKATER DUDES", came up to the box, and it was kinda lame, jordan kept like pushing me off the box i was on, and like kept taking my suff, and putting his arm around me, and then trying to put his friggen hand down my pants, or put sumthin in there, i dont have a clue what the hell he was doing. hmm* well, hmm* then me and joey left. and danielle went home, but we only left because all the skaters did. jordan didnt want to go, but he did, THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! lol, oh well doesnt matter. hmm* well, then me and joey went and got brittany and we hung out for awhile, and we got all ready for the SKATER DUDES! and then we went up to the boxes again just to sit, and friggen jordan saw us and came up there, at first he was fliritng with me, and then he finally moved on to brittany which was good so i didnt have to be abused. hmm* well, then we all left jordan, and he started being an ass to me. oh well, doesnt matter to me. yesah. hmm* then i think me, brittany, danielle, and joey.. all went to chill at mi casa! hmm* and it was pretty fun. joey and britt always make me laugh. but danielle went home all early so i guess she got bored. lol, well then later danielle told me that a different brittany had been spying on us, which is weird and immature. so yeah, that was a big deal. oh well, then we went to britt and joeys grandparents house, and we were bored and they were at bingo, so joey made a drink. lol it was pretty good, even though it was very weak, joey was like shit faced. it was weird as hell, he left us for like 5 seconds and he comes back acting all weird and shit. GOOD LORD THE BOYS CRAZY! hmm* well, then after we had our alcoholic mixed drink by joey, i went home and chewed some gum bcuz even tho the drink was weak, my breath was smelling of alcohol. it was rank. lol, then well... im here, and yeah... i cant wait for tomorrow, because im hoping it will be as fun as today was.... hahaha i downloaded a ring tone for joey. i almost 4got... its bcuz i got high, by afro man!. oh yeah, how pimp is that? too pimp, wayyyyy to pimp. yesah.. i guess thats about all for my day!
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And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
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it is even concievable to have a stalker who you dont even know. but, they seem to all of a sudden be exactly like you? hmm* ponder that one. im getting kind of freaked out. and if you want to know why? IM me and ask me, and i will tell it to ya straight!! lol, hmm* later!
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